Source: PAN Vol. 1, Nr. 3, 1979
My first contact was shen I was fourteen. This was a positive experience for me. My partner was about 39. Now I am engaged to be married. The reason I now have a negative attitude toward it is because, in my eyes, it was not a normal situation but my age and education at the time did not permit me to make a proper judgement. Moreover, the person in question gave me so much pleasure that I just could not refuse… I thnk at the time I was afraid to lose him.